From the heart

Hellooooo everybodyyyy :D

Woaah , has it really been THAT long ?!!

I've been extremely busy and besides that, I also took some time to spend with my family and close friends .

Because I'm on the road a lot I can't keep up that well with ALL my friends , it makes me sad sometimes , cuz all of a sudden some get married or have kids and it saddens me that I often can't be there to see their smile on those special moments. Even worse some friends haven't seen me for years ! Shame on me , I've been a bad friend ...

So therefor, I wanna take the time right now to tell them that Im truly sorry that Im not always close but I keep u all close in my heart and although u cannot see my face when I hear the good news , trust me it makes me smile like a kid going to Disneyland ! And I apologize for not being close when times got rough and you needed someone to listen , ...  , I'm still just a phonecall away , anytime , I'll make time !

What I remember most of the past weeks is the sad loss of the greatest entertainer of all times.

The death of Michael Jackson was so unreal to me and it still is. I cannot believe it but I have to...

That evening , I was on facebook and someone posted 'MJ dead' !  I couldn't and didn't wanna believe it , so I ignored it , until a second line popped up a few sec later  ' The king of pop died !!'

I instantly put CNN on and watched as my heart ached. It went from 'dead' according to TMZ to 'hospitalized' to 'in a coma' to 'confirmed: MJ died at 50' ...  I've never felt so angry and sad at the same time . It was like the media was playing an emotional game . Hope , No hope , Hope again ,  all of that to get more viewers until finally , it hit me , he was gone ... and all I felt was emptiness...

It might sound strange but it was like I knew him ... I grew up with him in my world . He was my driving inspiration , he was the reason I fell in love with music . We all did a Jackson move in our lifetime , all of us , maybe u failed at the attempt , but u tried and u can't deny that ;)

I remember recording every lil piece of footage of him and spend hours rewinding and replaying it until I got the moves 'right' ...

But besides being my musical first love , he gave me something bigger than that , he reminded me how to be a better person , to help those in need and to be tolerant and respect others ... And I truly thank him for that .

His death is the biggest loss in the history of music , he's legacy lives on , forever.

If one day I'm blessed with children and maybe grandchildren , I will surely tell them about MJ , my peter pan and let his music do the rest... He was the soundtrack of my youth...and its still playing...

My prayers go out to his children and family... I hope he can have the rest he deserves ... , R.I.P Michael Jackson .

Go hug your father , mother , brother , sister , husband, wife , boyfriend, girlfriend , best friend , cat , dog , fish ( ?lol ) , pet in general ,whoever is precious to you !! Because you are blessed to be alive , so show them love !

Love , be grateful , smile , learn , appreciate and be loyal.

hug

Ameerah

Anastacia In Belgium

Awwwwoooo Everybody ! ;p

Hope everyone of you is happy and smiley ?!

Yesterday I had an amazing day !  

A Belgian TV Channel asked me to do an interview with Anastacia last week and of course I didn't refuse that offer. It was awesome !

So yesterday before her show , after seeing her rehearse  ( she already blew me away ! ) , I got the chance to meet her and ask her some questions.

First of all I gotta say , she looks great !! I know she always did , but this time the glasses were gone, she had a cute lil flower in her hair , and she just added a more 'classy' feminine swung to her new look.

In front of me was a newborn woman who is so strong and has a lot of love in her heart for her family and fans. 

I wanna give you guys a 'respectful' look behind the scenes and  I wanna show you how I experienced my lil 'chit chat' with her. 

So as I said, her style and look was on check, BUT what amazed me most is her strenght and her inner beauty.

She spoke so open about herself , Love , her Job, her Fans, The Music business , Music, her fight against cancer , her fears , her drive , her husband ... she shared it all. 

We we're supposed to talk for 15 min and in the end we easily passed over 30 min . The lady from the recordlabel stopped the interview but  IMPO she had much more to talk about and to share.

I'm not gonna write too much , cuz the interview will explain it all.

But there is one thing she said that I will never forget in my life and I thank her for that :

" I am BLESSED with my medical conditions that I have " ( she has Crohn disease , has a heart condition,  survived Breastcancer , and has an autistic brother , ...!!! ) 

Why she said that ? You gotta watch the show to found out :p  ! 

But isn't it beautiful?? A lot of other people would ask themselves the question ' Why me?' ' Why am I going trough all this pain ' Not Anastacia, she looks at it in a different way , its her "Blessing" that made her the strong, humble, loving woman that she is today !

The Interview will be aired , tomorrow on " De Rode Loper " on  Eén  in Belgium. 

The reporter was so happy with the interview that he told me he was gonna post the extended version online . As soon as I have the link I'll post it here.

But to all her fans, I send much love out to her too and know one thing : She truly loves u with a passion and thanks you guys soooo much for all you did for her and she's doing it all for you !

Big hug to all of you

Stay Fab

Bless you

muaaaaah

A*

elluuu Yall :D

Just got some dope news ! 

Have an interview with a big Lady , not in size ;p !! 

Can't wait , its gonna be awesome .

Keep u updated 

and again  fail , rise , Focus, achieve , win , but most important stay Humble in all you do !!

kisssses to all , spread the love , no hate

God Bless you 

x

Ameerah *